Thoughts on Jesus and the Two Criminals

Thoughts on Jesus and the Two Criminals   

When Jesus was crucified, there were two others crucified at the same time and place, one on either side of him. (Luke 23:32-43) In this passage we are told that one of them derided Jesus, challenging him to save himself and them. The other, recognizing who and what Jesus is, and who and what he himself was, asks Jesus, and I am going to frame this in a way you may not have heard, he asks Jesus for wholeness. Jesus assures him that he, the man who has experienced the broken, dark, lonely existence of humanness, will experience the wholeness that can only come from spiritual communion with the Divine.

Now, what is equally important in this passage, and I am only focusing on the two who were crucified with Jesus, is that Jesus did not respond to the other man who derided him, the other man being crucified and who joined with the crowd and insulted him. The arrogance that led this man to criminal activity stayed with him as he suffered a torturous execution for his crimes. He remains part of the herd, unable to honestly reflect upon his life or recognize the opportunity for reconciliation that was there beside him. He lacks humility. I am digging myself into a dangerous hole, which, if you do not already see it, will soon be evident.

In every moment of our lives, there is a continuous desire emanating from the Divine calling us to recognize and respond to It, who is Love, who is Life, Whole, Undivided, and Eternal. All it asks is that we turn to It, allow It to Love us, and then be that Love in this world of chaos, pain, danger, war, addiction, poverty, hunger, disease, destitution, and death.

I pray every day for peace on this planet, that war between those who call upon the name of God will cease. But the Prince of Peace never promised that all of these evils on this planet would end, he promised that we will have inner peace and be able to not return to the herd. Yet, in my desire for peace on earth, I look at the actions of others and judge them. This is not the example of the Teacher.

In one of his many parables, he gave another example of how to act when confronted with those who destroy relationships or the abundance of this beautiful planet. The prodigal squandered everything that he could get. All the time that he was away ‘doing his thing’ the loving parent watched for any sign that their child was turning back towards home. At the moment when the child confesses to their disrespect, wastefulness, and near destruction of their life, the parent does not acknowledge the break, only the return. The loving parent does not punish but lavishes all their best upon their child.

War, disease, hate, hunger, thirst, pain, poverty, greed, power-grabbing, crime, death, all these things are not likely to go from this world in our time. What can change is my attitude towards these things and the people behind them. What I can do is follow the example set by the Teacher and turn from the problem to a solution, turn from the judgment of ‘others’, and live by maintaining an attitude and the actions of Love. In a sense, it is a matter of where we call home, who we consider our siblings, and what the Source of Life is.

In the first letter to the Corinthians[1], we hear, “Love never fails., … when completeness comes, what is in part disappears. For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known. [For the first time, we will know Truth.]

13 And now [today, in this moment, or as Richard Rohr says, the naked now] these three remain: faith, hope, and love. But the greatest of these is love.” There is no mention of judgment. I think Paul got this one right.

Now to the hole I dug, the serious error I created. I judged the man hanging there with Jesus, the one deriding him. I judged him as being arrogant, who he associated with, and I questioned his honesty and his lack of humility. I did not see him with eyes of compassion or hope that he have a last-minute change of heart.[2] I did not see the continuing desire for love emanating from the heart of Jesus to everyone and everything around him, including the one who derided him, including me.

Daniel+

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My providence has given you food to strengthen you while you are pilgrim travelers in this life. And I have so weakened your enemies that no one but you yourself can harm you. ~St. Catherine of Siena, The Dialogue[3]

Nothing real can be threatened. Nothing unreal exists. Herein lies the peace of God. ~Course in Miracles[4]


[1] 1Corinthians 13:8a,10, 12-13 NIV

[2] We are wired for executive thought and need it, but mine is overdeveloped and overused, way beyond my need for safety and well-being. I am usually protecting my ideas or perspectives, which are ideas set about someone or something else.

[3] https://digital.giveusthisday.org/Digital  Accessed 10.17.23

[4] https://acim.org/acim/preface/what-it-says/en/s/43 Accessed 10.17.23

Forgiveness in 12-Step Recovery

Writing about forgiveness is difficult for me because, like the Divine and unconditional love, complete forgiveness is almost beyond my ability to fully comprehend. One hurdle can be acceptance. Is forgiveness incomplete until acceptance of the present moment has occurred? I have heard this said by others but had not experienced it from a personal psychological and spiritual perspective, mainly because I had not been injured by another to a degree that it was difficult to forgive. Oddly enough, this experience came about when faced with the truth that I had not forgiven myself for a past action that hurt someone, although I had made amends to the best of my ability. My side of the street had been swept and there were no resentments towards the other person. Then I realized that they had blocked me from their life. With this new realization that the injury to the other had been more than I had been aware of, the remorse returned. I found that I had not fully forgiven myself, though through both faith and experience I knew that God had forgiven me.

How did I know that I had not fully forgiven myself? Because I still felt regret. Complete serenity and peace eluded me. These uncomfortable feelings were not overwhelming, in part because I do live by the spiritual principles of 12-Step recovery and had made amends. But there was a low level of discomfort that increased when triggered by a couple of events. At this point it seemed prudent to examine where I may have missed something for which an amend would be in order. As I searched my conscience, I felt that I was clear as nothing new came to mind.

Then the Light turned a bit and showed me that even before this new awareness of the hurt I had caused I had not forgiven myself. The act was incomplete—I had not accepted the situation as it had been, including the other person, myself, or my actions at the time, which made it impossible to accept things as they are now.

This lack of acceptance had kept me bound to the past, making it impossible to be completely free in the present. As I mentioned earlier, this was not a major disrupter in my life. But it did keep me from the freedom, peace, and serenity that were awaiting me when I accepted myself and the situation as we were then. It was like being on a boat whose anchor is stuck on the bottom of the sea keeping the boat from moving. Acceptance is like cutting the anchor’s line, freeing the boat to move on.

Acceptance does not mean that we approve of the injury/offence/assault that occurred. It simply says that my forgiveness is not conditional on anyone else but me. With acceptance, as sorrowful as the past event may be, I am released from the bondage that bound me to the transgression, whether the transgression was mine or the other’s. This is an act of faith and trust which allows me to let go of judging myself or them.

I am grateful that the Divine is part of all relationships and that our Higher Power wants us to be whole. I am also grateful that, if we are willing, the Light will show us what we need to see when we can see it, while all the time loving us regardless of anything else. It is this Love that I can abandon myself to.

Daniel+

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Daniel